wushu_jiu_shi_wo_de_jing_shen

2010-08-18T15:43:00.002+08:00

opps.. long time didnt came in..

suddenly have the urge to blog.

everyday seems so busy for me.

what's love?

i felt kinda sad after knowing

frens of mine broke up and now

so depress!

gave baby a surprise advance gift

a genting trip that i plan..

is time to acc him.

somehow i felt neglect him.

but im so tired after each day.

what is compromise?

how is it going to work?

if it easy why is there still quarrel and break up?

really got confused!

2009-11-23T16:48:00.002+08:00

hi!
long time didnt blog already.
quite alot of things to do recently.
been busy with working.
sigh cause of tis job i cant enjoy my holiday with
him and my loved ones.
i felt rather sian and really misses alot of them.
my dancemates whom we share all festival together,
my buddies whom we used to go out with.
hais..
i really misses dancing alot. how i wish i will turn back the clock
and go back to the days where i keep on dancing and studying.

had this intention of going back to study. sigh.
really misses those days!

did apply for a few jobs but none call back.hais
am i going to stuck in mac forever!!!
no!!

got to work almost everyday in dec. shit!
i hate it!!

2009-10-13T12:06:00.002+08:00

miss ong is sick and alrdy mc for 3days yet
not recovering and more worse.

2009-09-23T12:59:00.000+08:00

Sorry for everything.

2009-09-17T18:35:00.002+08:00

hi peeps!

sorry for not updating.
well life's not easy for me for the past few weeks.
had alot of problems n yeah my health was affected.
my chest muscles was injured due to stress and asthma
came back to look for me too.
went to see doctor and he gave me such a strong medicine.
he ask me to rest well which hmm i don think i can too.
shall not talk about it too..
too long to said though.
miss ong is putting her mess back slowly,
hope that things can continue to goes smoothly like for todae.

I PASS MY TRAFFIC POLICE TEST TODAY!
I'M OFFICALLY A RIDER!

like what nizal said maybe after today tp test everythings will
slowly change for the better and it mark a good start.
i'm really happy to know those peoples in my life,
advice me when i really need help.
And lend me their ears when i needed.

i ought to thanks those instructors whom really help me alot.
somehow i really misses the time spend in ssdc.

anyway im really lost,
don't know whom should i listen to?
so many people telling me all the same things.
i felt so stress and tired of all those nonesenes that he gave.
i want to put down everythings and just leave but i know i cant.
i felt like avoiding everythings n my life,running away from it.
but i know i got to face it.
i hate it.
miss ong just want to leave spore for a break,
why cant people understand and misunderstand.
i need all of your supports.
i felt so tired.
restless of everythings.
sick and tired of going to rvm to work and face those bullshit people.
sick and tired of picking up calls and sms that made me go into depression.
tired of waiting for someone i love.
tired of working all day long.

why i like riding on bike is because,
when the wind hit my face i felt so relax,
speeding up make me so relax and all my troubles
went off with the wind.
guess only those people who like bikes will know how i feels.

2009-08-14T16:01:00.000+08:00

damn! wat's wrong man
blogger sux!

ok tis few days reali happen alot of things to mi.
i was so so down..
i realise how ppl changes so damn fast
within a "click" they change 360degree to another person.
damn it!
was reali sad lar of losing ppl in my life.
sometimes i'm wondering i did so much to help them
i didnt gain a single thing bt i still went over my limit
just to deliver e promise i made to them bt they just dont
appreciate..
maybe lyk mel sae i'm way to gd n stupid to help them.
sigh.
i felt so angry n sad, lucky i gt mel n darling with mi,
at tt point of time i was so low felt so lost when so much things
crash onto mi.
at tt point of time i nearly went crazy,
i thx to all those who hurts mi, u all made mi grow up.
i thx those who stand by mi and give mi encouragement when i'm down
u guys brought mi laughter and warmth.

i seriously know tt promise is meant to be broken.
u did ensure mi tt e sentence was a lie i believed,
ended up u still left..
it was so much blow to mi at that point of time,
u didnt noe tt how much i was hurts and how stress i was
at tt point of time.
i gt so damn lots of works to b undone and nid yr acc, bt
u were nt there.
giving excuses and stuffs make my heart cold.
seeing all my surrounding frens and their loved one so happy
make mi reali envy them make mi yearn to hv tt kind of love.
in the past we used to be lidat n ppl envy us,bt as times goes by,
both of us changed.
give in too much make mi restless n tired to walk on.
i seriously is v scare of lonely, bt u left mi to face with it.
last tym i'm way to dependent on u..i culd sae tt i cant live without u,
bt i learnt my lesson.. trying my best to walk on my own.
everytym u sae break is so easy.
there's times i try to hold bck , change myself just for u forcing myself
to do things i don lyk just to make u happy.
bt ended up u dont appreciate.i cried almost every night to slp.
surrounding frens were so worried bt i told myself i gt to move on,
darling did told mi tis...
it's hurtfully for mi to let go, bt i gt to. i'm way too tired to go on..
i did so much yt things still e same..
u told mi tt u finally noe si que le cai dong de zhen xi
bt to mi i feel so stupid,
last tym we broke before bt u still don bother
and nw went i reali left then u wan to treasure..
sigh.. rls is reali a headache issues..
now i'm wearing a fake mask to cover all of my unhappiness..
anyone is there to stand by mi?

2009-08-03T11:45:00.000+08:00

yo.
been quite sad for tis few days
recently been so busy for performances
and meetings..
endless jobs for mi..
bt i gt to survive..
gt to go take a break le.
planning to go redang with my fren.
gt to work hard nw!!
chiong my wrk agn for tis few wks..

love cn b so simple bt
love on the other hand cn be so complicated.
miss ong just wan a simple rls, tt's all
bt is so hard to find.
i'm so exhausted.

2009-07-30T23:12:00.000+08:00

hi.
miss ong is dying.
so sick.
stupid blog pls faster recover
so that i can post pic!!!

2009-07-26T15:01:00.002+08:00

yo!!
Haas..i'm at tpcc nw blogging
Cute rite..lols..
Just ended trg at rnm so head down for
Meeting.. Yes aug is cuming hoho...
A month for mi to take a break...
mon is mitin juan my beloved bitch..
So exicited long tym didnt meet her liao.
mon gg to swim yes i wan gt bck my shape ok..miss ong is so fat liao..
Tue gg to yew tee pri to see my students agn..lols..hope they behave well la if nt i'm dying
Of my injuires le..
Thurs is my last day of bugis job..
Quite sad la..bt is better for my health
I'm so sick of tired there le..bad air condition..
And no ppl 1 also bored to dead liao..
So much eVents on aug..dying liao..
Class staring of tis fri..
Wan to faster clear tis la.. I hate abdul lor
Fail half e batch.. Pray hard la don kanna him agn. I'm gg to take my degree ok..miss ong gt to work hard..
Promotion here i cum..
Failed my prac due to a fuckin person..
I swear if i ever gt to see him i sure let him die.
Nb cuz of u i fail..waste my money.gg to clear my test n last part u give stunts and cuz mi to fail...
Fuck it man..
Nvm i'll try harder tis fri..
Long wk ahead bt gambate..

Bangkok here i cum wait for mi ok..
Been forcing myself nt to waste money liao.
Cuz i wn go bangkok shopping!!
Baby is at hm playin game la..
Ass.. Nvm i'm workin hard
Earn money ok..

2009-07-26T15:01:00.001+08:00

2009-07-26T15:01:00.000+08:00

2009-07-23T01:26:00.002+08:00

alright
promotion postponed
sigh damn disappointing abt it
1st tym failed lar..
so haven reali gotten over it..
im quitting my bugis job le
so i will be able to hv tym to reali
study n rest more..
i'm sure to pass e 2nd tym of interview
here i come baby~~~

sigh recently hurt my ankle is
fucking pain lar~
is a combination of new injury n old injury
so power rite~
stand pain walk pain dance also pain~
hais when is it gg to recover~

2009-07-20T15:35:00.001+08:00

yo
so many things happens
promotion will be noe tml
argh..gt to do lots of read up nw
gg to see doc for my ankle agn..
sigh..
sub paper is on 29aug which is also my dance competition
faint wat to do???

2009-07-14T13:55:00.002+08:00

yo!
wat's respect?
respect is by earning nt by demanding
if i've joke way too far
tell mi straight to face
pls i don lyk e way u approach mi
using a third party to sae
we're gd frens
y cant we solve tis
maybe u dont even treat mi as a gd frens
if i'd offend u
just tell me straight
i will prefer tis type of approach
rather than asking ppl to tell mi
which made tings so ugly nw..

y must tings clashes at the same time
fuck it seriously!

乌云遮蔽了天空
窗外又是阴雨时候
伞下的恋人中不再有你我手牵手
一切过了太久我们的十字路口
下一站是谁在等候
你我的方向盘却向着
相反的彼岸终
点还是分开告别你我离开之后
这回忆可以保留
当初那美好的感动
你说你记住了
不为彼此难过
过各自的生活
oh baby～
你答应我的我都记得
但是你却忘了你的承诺
不是说好彼此都不再联络
谁都别再犯错
是我的固执让你难过
但是分手却也无法选择
我走了以后
你要好好生活
不要想我也别再哭了
不要想我也别再～

2009-07-08T21:52:00.002+08:00

been reali upset abt todae,
Y must our story be ended,
i'll wait....
I've cried durin work,break n even
Nw..i've been to places tt we went
And lot of memories flow back,
Tears filled my eyes.
I'm so lost all of sudden.
Y must it b break.

我爱你爱的死心踏地
你却伤我伤我的彻底

2009-07-05T08:57:00.004+08:00

yos!

i'm bck

really busy with work everyday..

so shag..

gt bck 2 results

and yeah i fail 1

quite disappointing and i alrdy expected

sigh

gt to remodule

wth.

nvm ba shall persever all the way.

god please help me..

2009-06-30T00:42:00.002+08:00

been a fun day todae..

went to rom for my dear cousin rom

after tt rush bck for bike

than rush to yun2 bdae

so fun bt tiring

this few days

i've been thinking alot

i've been holding on too long i guess

i nid to take a breather

i'm scare of being alone and breaking

down agn

the feeling is just nt right

i'm too used to have him by my side

i'm too used to call him every night

i'm just too used too everything tt he does.

i've change just for him

i'm willing to do anything for tis rls

bt after so long i realise

one party who is willing is nt enough.

why

why alway i cant stop thinkin of all tis.

ppl sae tt time/distance

make couples more bonding

bt as for mi

is a opposite

i've been telling myself

nt to let go so easily

seeing couples so happy and swt

i feel sad

it used to be mi n him

left with quarrel

frens told mi to let go

bt i cant bear too.

i'm reali scare of falling agn n agn.

hold me tight will u?

2009-06-26T00:21:00.002+08:00

hi peeps!
been busying this few days
so tired bt gt earn money lar
went circuit revision todae
nt tt gd
gg bck agn for tml!!!
must pass all!!!
haas..
jy ba..

2009-06-20T14:13:00.002+08:00

alright i'm back
did your miss mi?
haas..
been working non-stop tis few days
yeah i gt bck my past work
gg start work on mon
ystd i
PASS MY RTT
tt's mean i gt my PDL..
hoho..
todae exam suck lar
i 4gt wat i studied so ya anyhow bomb
no choice!
hais..
work harder MISS ONG!!!!!
i wan to go watch JUMP~
haas..
alright i'm off to mit darling for business thing
sosososososososososososo
tired!!!~~~~

2009-06-12T01:59:00.002+08:00

yo!
hais
prac 4 gt to go agn
sian kanna burn on leg
ZzZ wan to save my pillion rider
end up lidat..
instructor pang disiao mi!!
ZzZ..
try harder lor..

cn a guy with a gf still flirt y?
heart hurts alot..

2009-06-10T19:20:00.002+08:00

yo!
todae is miss ong rest day
bt she's also working ok..
haas.. she's working on e shop
she and darling open 1
pls do cum support ok
new updates!
ystd darling msg mi
and i tink we reali don let
buz affect our frenship ok
babe!

tml is my bike prac bt gt to memorises
things! oh SHIT!!
haven reali study!!
haas..

pray tt my jazz result is better than
last yr!!

2009-06-10T05:08:00.002+08:00

yos!
tis is an overdue photo!
haas jazz exam is over
sigh don think i did tt well
bt nvm alrdy past
went for flimin just nw
quite fun!
thx to laoshi n yunjie
all of us went for fliming!
after tt went for dinner n movie
and went to look for terrance!
haas headed hm and stuffs!

cousin's ROM is cuming
haas n guess onli mi and my another cousin gg
as tt is a working day and sch reopen on tt dae
lols.
quite nervous and happy for her!

alright nth more to add on
so stay tune peeps!

2009-06-08T11:37:00.003+08:00

yo peeps!

ystd had mock exam
argh! totally sucks for mi
i can 4gt steps and stuffs
i nearly burst into tears
i gt to hv more confident!
tml is my big dae!
a dae to determind wherther
i can pass or fail my gold medal exam!
god bless all my ppl who's taking tml ATOD exam!

2009-06-06T21:59:00.002+08:00

yo!
bck!
ystd bike lesson was so damn fun!
after tt went to makan
gt ppl tobang mi bike
woah the feeling when e breeze hit yr face
is so damn siok!
i've set my mind i'm sure to buy a bike!
both wl frens are funny ppl
reali entertain mi!
after tt went to mit cong and all to study
woah burn midnight oil
my eyes can hardly open right nw as i onli
slp 2hrs ystd..
when for jazz trg just nw
and ya laoshi all sae tt i nid to hv more confident
sian sia i'm nervous!
god bless mi !
1 paper is down 2 more to go!!!
woah hoo..
alright gg to bed le
tada peeps!

2009-06-05T11:14:00.003+08:00

alright i'm back ystd trg was so tiring.. wanted to study bt end up slping so todae is the last dae liao nid to chiong. sigh i'm so stress i don tink i cn do well in my sat paper and sun mock exam sigh.. bt is ok MISS ONG is GG TO PASS ALL!!

finally know that
we're actually drifting apart heart sank mayb to leave is a gd thing for all. i donno i v vex! feel lyk crying out bt i noe i nid to stay strong i'm bck to e past using my works to numb myself to stop me frm thinking all rls thingy ystd listening to songs seeing couples so happy 2gether make me think of our past where we were once lyk them. bt nw ? loneliness is all i gt tears filled my eyes and shattered heart.

2009-06-04T13:44:00.002+08:00

hello peeps!
ystd went for HIGHTLING& Hair cut
hoho.. i was v satisfy with them
i will go bck there agn e nxt time
and is also v cheap!
52bucks total..
thx baby for acc the whole 2hrs.
1st time eh..
haas..planning to go overseas with him!
excited sia
bt still long gt to wait for his holidays.

2009-06-02T23:56:00.001+08:00

peeps!
this is my newly open shop
do cum n support mi n my fren!
thx alot yeah.

www.sugarie-babes.blogspot.com

2009-05-27T22:58:00.001+08:00

i'm sad
i'm emo
i nid some1
bt HE'S nt here
i wan a shoulder
Y Y Y???

2009-05-27T11:15:00.002+08:00

hi peeps
miss ong is bck.
alright ystd went to mit darling
and everything paid
our shop is starting soon.
ystd went for prac 2 and i passed
moving on to prac 3 liao..hoho..
miss ong gt to start study le no
extra time left le..
jy every1 who is having sub paper!

2009-05-20T14:18:00.002+08:00

miss ong is bck
fever is still on..
and yes..
i PASS my TTT
waiting for RTT
hoho..fun fun
gt 47/50..
clap clap
clever rite.
n i study in e noon then
rush to test..
powerful rite..
ok and ya ystd lesson 2 fail
cuz didnt reali check bck
gt to go bck agn..
sad..
bt instructor praise me..
sae im v steady and stuff bt just
a few mistake onli..

2009-05-18T09:44:00.002+08:00

damn miss ong is so sick
having high fever 38.5 ystd
went to see doc n he supect is dengue
my god!! i cant b sick nw..
gt so many things to do..
he ask mi to observe
die liao lor..hope faster recover
jiu ok liao..
ya ystd was so malu my ATM card
no money y cuz ppl haven pay mi bck
my money argh..
feel so damn malu
call my family all slpin
then im lost dono to cal who
bt heng gt ppl rescue me!!
argh..
doc gave me 3 fever medicines
and 2 more is for throat n gastric
argh.. i wan to recover soon!!

2009-05-12T23:24:00.003+08:00

hoho..
miss ong is bck
todae practial is FUN!!
especially is the instructors
they are GREAT & HELPFUL
especially julian he's gd to mi
haas..
fri!!
another practial..
sigh family pro agn!!
save me!

2009-05-11T22:40:00.001+08:00

SICK!
HATE IT!
GO AWAY!

i nid your care and concern!

2009-05-10T21:32:00.002+08:00

hi every1 miss ong is bck
damn tiring
gt so much to update bt hees
lazy!!!!
ok did enroll bike and ya tue gg for 2nd class
hoho it's so scary and stuffs
bt im gg to overcome it!
jazz exam is so so near liao
nid to buck up
i donno y when laoshi look at me
i plainly 4gt wat i normal do and i went
off form..quite sad and dismoviate bt nvm
gt to work hard after tt dae went to mit miss tan
and my rival!!
hoho.. discuss things and ya our plan is gg to start soon!

ystd went out with wen yi
and yea thx to 3 guys who bought me a guitar
as present!
did kao jiao him alot!

todae im freaking tired
audition for those dancers
and ya we gt to assist and end up
kip on leading and didnt rest at all..
is so tired then more challenging than normal lor
bt it's kinda fun gt to push myself real hard!
went to treat my family makan 8 person total
$257 plus.
broke! haas..
nvm at least my papa mama bro grandma uncle and 2 aunties
enjoy..
anyway tis wk im so so free cuz no classes as pri sch are having exams!

update agn yeah.

2009-05-05T23:10:00.002+08:00

hi peeps
miss ong is bck..
miss mi??
haas..
hmm ystd was my bdae and ya
thx to all of e people who celebrated wif mi
did had fun and alot of meals
1st was wif family and
follow by sfa members,deli ge,darlings,baby,family agn..
had alot of fun ya.
it's 18 and ya grow older liao..
sob..anyway thx for all those wishes peeps.
miss ong is happy with it..
pray tt tml i strike 4d tml.
i wan to bring mama out for a nice meal
to retreat her bck
thx for all things u did mama,
nw it's time for mi to tc of u n papa n xiao gu.
i appreciate all of our loves.
i wan to earn lots of money to give your gd life
trust mi!!!

strive hard!!!
i will do my best for tml interview..
yeah!
go miss ong!!!

2009-04-28T11:46:00.002+08:00

oh someone ask me for my wishes
and ya this is wat i wish for
-happy family
-guitar
-gt all my liscense
-pass all my exams
-hv a bdae cake bake by someone
-own shop

hmm guess tt's all for my wishes..haas..

2009-04-28T11:17:00.002+08:00

ystd felt so depressed.
1st tym feel so much lyk a failure.
my frens all sae im power
cuz i can juggle work studies and dance well.
bt ystd then i noe im a sucker/failure
i cant do everything rite
mayb u're rite im alway lyk to start a quarrel and stuffs.

累了,第一次借酒消愁好难过但还是一口喝完.
醉了,老毛病返了.asthma.我差一点就告别了.
烦阿.好想跳舞把烦恼通通忘掉.
谁能了解我现在的心情?

2009-04-27T14:16:00.002+08:00

hais
y y y ???
i don wan a broken family pls
e nightmare is cuming bck
dad intend to go msia to work
which means he will nt b hm everyday
n for sure mum gg to quarrel agn
hais i'm scare!
i wan to tell him don go
bt i donno how to tell him
i don wan my family to end up lyk my uncle's
he went in to start a buz and end up
marry another gal and abandon his family
in spore.
i don wan my family to b lyk tis
i just wanna it to b lyk for now

tattoo wanna gt!

2009-04-16T00:01:00.002+08:00

yo bck
so tired..
been non stop dancing for whole wk
so exicited
browse tru some info n web and
found e things i nid for shop..

been quite unlucky
hit and fell hard on floor while working
so sad i trip over bun tray and yeah
hug e floor both knees hands and leg gt
bruises..lucky my reaction fast
i roll away frm e door
lucky enough e ladder which is falling didnt
kana mi if nt hoho..miss ong is in hospital!!
so bloody pain!!!
and ya somemore customers in!!
my god i just wash my hand n knee didnt even rest
then went to rush orders
anyway quite a fun n tiring day

update agn!
bye peeps!
<3>

2009-04-13T00:21:00.002+08:00

yo bck
miss ong is so tired
legs are so pain
been dancing n trg frm thurs till nw
cant walk properly
yesh im gg to b strong and
im gg to lose weight
im gg to give myself 3 months to
gt rid of my fats on my tummy..
dance hard!!!
miss ong gg to strive..
yes i will...

lots of things happening
bt no matter wat
tis tym im gg to b stong b firm.

im broke serious!!!
700+ bill i nid to clear
god ar drop money down for mi can
for my bdae?
im gg to work extra hard..

thinking of my chero make me headache!!
faint..

2009-04-06T00:17:00.002+08:00

yo back
kindda tired tis few days
ok hmm
thurs class kids are so cute
ya im being mistook as
a worker in catolic high bk fair
when im queueing up to pay for bks
after tt went down to support XU YAO WU
and my juniors.
your did your best le don give up alright!!
kip on moving!!

fri class kids are annoying
haas went to meet darling
went sch to settle some stuffs
ya blur mi didnt bring my doc out
so gt to make another trip down to sch agn
after tt went out with darling and her bffs
kindda fun gt so much to talk abt..
after tt all in couples
went to buy quite a number of things

sat class is FUN!!
hip hop hoho..
as usual tiring day
bt after tt went out with baby to
watch movie
shunjuku incident
by jacky chan
quite a disappointing as
i tgt he gt lots of fighting scenes and stuffs
bt tis tym nt
is all abt japan yakuza and stuffs
if i were to rate i only give 2/5

sun is a sad day
i kanna eye infection
doc ask mi to rest!!
didnt manage to go work quite sad
bt nvm went to TPCC for wushu
tired laoshi sae im quite ok le bt just
nid to tune back my past wushu style
nw too dance style liao..
haas.. heavy rain todae..
after tt went to eat as all are hungry
lyk pig lidat..
went library alone todae
hoho.. wanted to borrow so much bks
bt i cant finish all..
went to bakerzin to buy cupcakes
for baby.. quite ex!!
went hm after tt
sigh i want peace in hm!!
pls!!

sigh sun i gt ot give up working in morning
shift liao as laoshi intend to put me
as chairman over at TPcc
sigh i don intend to b chairman..
i've decided if i wan to continue dance
i gt to work in late evening
sian tt mean sun is a working day
cant gt to rest nor meet baby
hope u understand alright?
my schedule is so damn funny
mon till wed off
thurs till sun work, dance lyk mad
haas...

photos to be update agn !

2009-03-31T13:11:00.002+08:00

tings is reali so unexpected.
i tink abt 1 n half yr ago i don dare to dance
im afraid of stages and stuffs
everytym i will find excuses to nt to dance
as i hate dancing..
bt i was being force to dance
slowly i've fall for dance
thru out tis period of time
i realise tt i've grown up & as compare
to e past i've improve
in my behaviour,temper, e point of view
throughtout my journey i've fall many many times
and lucky i've a bunch of gd frens/family who
supported mi all e way giving me encouragement,
showing care and concern and giving me advises.
i reali thx them alot..
many times in our gp we tend to hv agurements
bt things is solved. for e 1st time i reali experience
teamwork..and a bond within us which make us
loves tis troupe and continue our passion.
tis troupe i had brought me fun and laughter
e joy we shared,e hard part of life will nv b replace
in tis troupe i reali gt to thx tis man for all e things he done
the scolding the encouragement the support he gave
us.he changes my life.
in e past i was non other than a small hooligan
my attitude sux, behaviour was far more worse.
thx to him and my troupe members
they scold mi wanted mi to change for e better
as time goes by i've change.
im nt e old yu ying i used to be
even thought sometimes i feel lyk gg bck into e life
bt i noe i wont hv any future.
somking tattoo-ing drinking fighting.
i realised tt i hv make so many ppl worried.
im guilty of seeing my parents cry at night
one dae i woke up in e middle of night hearing my mum
weeping make my heart hurts.
my temper had changed,
in e past im a v v hot tempered gal.
small issue thing can make mi wan kill the person
i realise tt if i didnt change sooner or later i'll die of
heart attack.
dancing make mi realise alot of things,
beautiful things ugly things....

sometimes i would love to day dream
somehow i will think of my past
and i would reali laugh at myself for being a fool.
i nv dreamt tt i wuld 1 day stand of e stage to dance
for my loved ones to watch bt somehow i did.
since then i love to dance..

sometimes i saw students whom resemble
my past. i talked to them and reali hope that
they can change for e better..
by seeing your students grow it's a bless.

i want to build more confident to be able to lead!
although im nt a good dancer bt i will strive to be 1
i wan my family to be proud of me..

passions burning!
dreams awaiting!

i'll bypass alll e ROCKS in my path..
noo matter how tough
im gg to reach for my goal!!

2009-03-31T12:47:00.002+08:00

hi guys!
miss ong is bck
haas..genting trip is so fun
bt times passes so fast
next trip is to thailand!!
save money!!!
haas..
sat went to performance
and ya was kindda sad to see
so many old folks
kinda heartpain to see those
old folks sitting alone without their children.
i feel lyk planning a activities to go
do volunteer work.
sat was a tough day..did a number of exercise.
after tt went to mit darlings
as it was cong dae!!!
sing all e way till 3am
and guess wat i hit my bed rite away with baby.
it waas a fun day!!
sun was my slacking day!
bt miss ong turn into a nurse
tc of some1..
haas..
mon also slacking day
bt nite time meet daryl to go for a night jog
fun nite ..

im waiting for thurs
as jazz class is up agn
hoho..8wks and ATOD here i come

next up is hip hop!!
tpcc im waiting!!

after which is guitar!!

2009-03-19T23:49:00.002+08:00

yo.
todae im rotting agn at hm
wanted to go sun tannnig end up
slping haas..shall go tml.
alright tml shall go do my last min shopping
for my trip..

watched a video on youtube
and nw miss ong is thinking
when will my childhood dream come true?
shall i go for it..
somehow im dreaming tt im playing my
fav pieces by the sea side..
enjoying the night scenery and sea breeze..

TIOMAN!!
im waiting..
to go...
night views and stars!!!
woah..
saving up for next trip..
im sure to wait for a chance and go there..
haaas.. tioman wait for mi!!!

came to read of a bk
i found this which is so true
some people say that dreaming get you nowher in life.
but i say you cant get anywhere in life without dreaming.

believe me
i'll make all my dreams come true!!!
way to go..
miss ong!!!

2009-03-17T22:23:00.002+08:00

yo miss ong is back
sigh..
getting restless and dishearten
todae been woke up by deli ge call
so went down as fast as possible to go
over to lead a class
my god it was my first tym leading a dance class
my head went blank n stuffs
i chero a dance for them
haas spore flavour "rojak"
wateva i do be4 i just add it in
haas lidat i hv smuggle 4"8"
power rite bt sigh
students kip complaining and say
my moves is hard and nt nice and requested to change
at tt point i feel lyk giving up liao
i've been thinking m i reali tt lousy
my chero is tt lousy?
m i tt so sux as a coach?
sigh..
laoshi did ask mi wan to be their cca dance coach for 1 yr
bt i rejected.
i feel sad bt sigh
i still nt prepare i guess
i still haven gt students respect i think
hais i nid ppl to teach mi wat to do..

and yeah todae
i finally step into library agn
to borrow bks
ok i've borrow quite a number to read and
pass my times. haas

miss ong nid some1
bt who will be here with mi?

2009-03-12T00:40:00.002+08:00

photos updates
mi n jo,
sentosa trip

life is completely unfair

fuck it man!!

y sia..

nvm i shall nt bother abt it

it may be bad/ gd

who noes..

sigh.

been working for past few

days. tired

went for e interview todae

n yeah for nw we onli nid to wait

for our posting nia..

sat heard frm laoshi tt

he wanted to put mi in charge in

a new class

zzz.

i don feel lyk procced on to next level

i haven prepare enough yt.

hais.

nw im being promoted to vice chairman

in sfa and i kinda feel stress

i gt to do well and rmb every steps clearly

cuz laoshi wan mi to lead e new gp

argh.. i cant play a fool liao..

gt to b real serious..

sat went for wushu trg

and ya kinda feel demoralise

cuz suddenly all gals nt competing left mi!!

im all alone with e guys

i appear to b ok bt im nt

i gt to force myself to be e same level with them

bt i cant

seeing them do all e stunts bt i cant

my heart alrdy sank half le

and tt dae do rotinue tt tym

i simply 4gt all my feel and ya im in deep shit

i lost all my impacts

and im all into dance liao..

7months didnt do wushu and i return it to my laoshi

lols..

i reali wan to work hard..

pray pray..

miss ong strive to be a billionare!!!!!

im tired..

i wanna a break

i wanna go to a quiet and relaxing place

in malaysia with e 1 i love

bt dont think tt will happen too

haas..

mr daryl,

pls don go think so much

we're sort of lyk on e same boat

if u can talk sense to mi

im sure i can too.

thx for tt movie e other tym,

we shall mit up soon alright

find another day whereby im free ya.

things come and goes

we cant stop him/her if they wan to go.

sigh..

work hard together alright.

jia you

2009-03-10T02:27:00.002+08:00

i'll be your guardian angel. I wont bother you anymore. Seeing that u're fine i'm satisfied this time round u've given up and i know it's all my fault.everytime i'm sick i was hoping to have you by my side.but now i noe everything is impossible and we've been into history, yesterday will never be back.

2009-03-09T13:04:00.002+08:00

hey peeps
sry for nt updating
as miss ong is tired
haas ystd work was tough
interview on wed..
argh..
tough week ahead.

miss ong is sick
tt y didnt go for class
gt to ask kenny to replace mi
haas.
damn idiot
whenever im busy im sure to fall ill.
gosh.
tml i shall resume my work.

yesh genting trip is getting nearer and nearer
hoho..play play play. after tt work work work.
jy yeah miss ong!!

2009-03-01T23:24:00.003+08:00

im so lost
heart is filled with jealously.
im thinking too much.
let me put at end to all things ba..
minds dead body tired!

2009-02-27T23:21:00.002+08:00

yo.
so tired after so many days of classes
ok i admit miss ong is old liao..
i reali take my hat off to those
teachers who can handle those kids.
YES!! tml dancing n wushu time!!
hoho misses my family so much..
zzz donno y my shoulder hurts so much.
todae went to watch kunfu chef
hmm quite ok lar e show..
todae i was damn stupid
i woke up late and i nv see jinder msg
so i called a cab and when i board
e cab i read e msg and ya class was cancelled
damn waste my $$
tough wk ahead.
gt to rush to work tml and
sun morning shift!!!
zzz..
shit it mon gt to go teck wyhe sec
argh..hope it's nt as bad as queenstown sec!!
ok then gt to rush down to gt my passport
and ya meeting long at nite!
haas long time didnt mit up with him le..
tue miss ong rest day!!
she's gg to visit her grandfather.
wed gt 2 classes morning n afternoon
thurs gt 2 classes too
fri gt 2 classes..
sat trg!
sun work!!
haas tt's my whole wk.
miss ong somehow nid some1 shoulder!
who can lend mi?

2009-02-26T00:56:00.003+08:00

yo
miss ong is back
wah i gt to admit i old liao
gt backaches n stuffs after teaching..
hoho..agree for another project
catholic high hope is much more better.

yes!!! im so nervous and somehow excited
cuz im gg to genting with my buddies next month
1st tym gg with frens..

gotten new ideas for my chero..haas..
excited.

abit moody todae cuz im gg to b
downgrad to FM..
zzz sibei sian
bt on 2nd thought is gd lar
can go coaching.

todae went to watch nus performance
i lyk 3 items
fen's item, liang bin's item and another 1 is abt fans de..

ok lar gtg tired!!
nites peeps!
misses<3

2009-02-23T00:25:00.002+08:00

rotting time.
miss ong is falling for dancing,
music and reading..
my oh my
i'm changing n upgrading myself.
finally im free
ok miss ong is planning to learn
guitar and piano if she can
to fulfill her dream.
it's been sometime since i read bk le
ok she's gg to find time out for reading!

IM GG TO LOSE WEIGHT!!
stupid partner sae im heavy
ok lar i admit i gain weight lor..
bt im gg to exercise and gt back my past life
goal 1 to cut down my weight back to 40 kg( possible?)
wanna gt back my dark skin colour!
wanna go suntanning
rollar blating
swimming
running
cycling!

meeting my guys out tml nite for our trip
next month..excited!!
1st tym i can go overseas with buddies..
think papa & mama hv alrdy give mi my freedom le
plus they trust my frens
ok next up hope can go with "..."
haas..
after tt is with "cc"

love is smth so amazing..
can be so swt at times
and also can be so sour at tyms
it can make ppl go crazy over it
make ppl feel so tired at times
there's so much to learn abt it..
it can also make 2 best pals to become
enemy.
love can make ppl jealous of each other
it can also let ppl fall for each others..
haas..
so so much abt it..
may love bless all couples hv a everlasting rls!!

2009-02-21T13:32:00.002+08:00

ok
read his blog
things come to a end le.
kinda sad
bt he choose tis way.

times passes so fast
grandma left mi 3yrs le
so fast..

anyway miss ong is gg for holidays
march april gg overseas.

ok coaching n working life now.
gg to cpcc liaoo..
update agn alright peeps.

2009-02-17T21:58:00.002+08:00

woah
it's been kindda long since i last blog
anyway how your's valentine's day peep?
anyway for mi i had my marketing paper on tt day
and went for dancing! plus election
omg i was been voted to b vp
argh.. no pls!!
gt a surprise frm him
a boquet of flowers and CHANNEL chance perfume!!
was kindda touch. thx sweetie.
i bought him a polo tee and liquior and diy a photo album for him.
e day be4 v day he came to my hse n acc mi study next morning
send mi to sch for exam..
received a few presents.

ok mit him for breakout on sun
with his frens and ya it was awesome!!
bought choco liquior n diy a tag for him as v day present!
hope he lyk it..

mon went for dinner at subway
after tt headed to studio for practise
apologise!! quite a nice song to dance
bt sob legs is full with bruises

mit js and he passed mi a letter frm him
i was so surprise to see tt
ok i wrote a letter back and ya gg to send out tml

hais so freaking suay fancy sick and todae
my paper is been affected
i was so damn xin ku while having e exam
ok i cancelled tml class as i was afraid to pass
my virus to my student..
tml there's reharsal and im so afraid tt i cant make it
thus is my last paper and performance
oh pls let mi recover soon..
photos will b uploaded soon..

2009-02-09T12:51:00.002+08:00

debar!!!!

praying hard for 2nd attempt!!

miss ong has lost all movitation for studies

can some1 movtivates her pls..

ystd went wr hse to bai nian

haas found secrets hoho..

after tt went to mit c and went to sit cable car..

fun and it's my 1st time sitting cable car in spore.

woah saw e valentine's day special cable car dinner

so romantic lor. bt guess is nt cheap too.

went to vivo to makan and i saw my shuai ges!!

haas..

after that went to sky park to enjoy e nite view

chit chat for lyk hmm 1-2hrs then headed hm..

fun day.

after tt went hm change and go store

hoho..tok to mak and mayvis for sometime then went

out to study le..

mood ar faster swing back to mi lar

made mi study!!

2009-02-07T16:57:00.002+08:00

hi peeps
hais ystd so sian
i receive a msg frm sch tt
i kanna debar frm 1st paper
fucking sian cuz attendance nt enough
todae went sch look for e in charge
she nt in mon gg back sch to apeal
hopefully i can take ba..
if nt gt to remodule
means i gt to do project all tis agn..
fuck man...
so sian

n ya finally i saw ppl true faces
fuck up wat's frens man
kanna backstab or can sae betray sia
fucking sian
4th time i kanna tis liao
frens for so long end up.. can stab u at e back
i sometimes think that im so stupid
tt i keep on kanna being use by them
nw i noe soft hearted and gd ppl are hard to be..
gd ppl are 4eva being treated as bad ppl.
wth.
reali no mood ystd..
went ice cude agn and ate ice cream..
and mood is slighty better.
im nt gg to help them agn

1 more wk to valentine's day!!
haas..

2009-02-06T11:33:00.002+08:00

yo.
went out wiith darling ystd
haas..so funny lar she.
im happy to hear tt she's with a
gd guy nw..and also found her
happiness..
after tt meet him and went over to
ice cube.. wah tis is me n my darlings
f&b project e dream shop..
is nt totally our wat we wanted
bt part of it is wat they had over there
design your ice cream..
in my project we had design in style for our dessert
so is consider tt shop hv part of our idea..
is a v relaxing place over there..
shall upload photos soon..
stupid idiot my hp is spoilt
any1 wan buy 1 for mi..
haas..
sian sian exam is cuming in 3days!!!
zzz.. i wan to faint liao..
ok gg out to mugging with darling le
bye peeps..

2009-02-04T22:47:00.002+08:00

everything changes
crying alone sux.
i nid u.
bt i guess i let go.
let fate decide everythings
hearing wat darling sae is true
n i hv told her my fate will decide on 14th
hearing how swt she is to tt guy i feel reali happy
for her..bt somehow im hurt
cuz darlings ard mi are swt wif bfs
anyway wish her all e best..

miss ong is so lost and hurt..
she nid a place to hideout..
she nid some1 right now
she nid 1 shoulders to lean on..
bt there's none..

failure she is..
when she nid some1
there's no one..

2009-02-02T12:26:00.002+08:00

hi peeps
miss ong is back.
finally 1 sub is down..
haas saw bitch ystd at mac
woah she turn beautiful le..
she sae i turn prettier too..
haas..
ok ystd was nt a smooth day
things happen
miss ong is not moving
is so hard to move!!
anyway valentines day is coming
i hope tt my buddy will gt to woo her..
jy ok..
to my bro jy in your rls too
don quarrel so much ya..
be happy if it's yours it's yours

hmm wondering who will b e 1 cuming with roses!!
haas..will there be tis person exist?

hais sad i lost my cute little diary i guess
i cant find it anywhere tis bk is so impt to mi!
bk ar bk can u cum out..
my $$ is all in there too..
n it's a gift frm him too..

ok my stupid ear is swollen and ya
finally i've decided to go for op to
remove it once and for all..
it's so painful lar..
bt nw nth culd compare the pain in my heart..

2009-01-30T19:47:00.003+08:00

back

wah miss ong is so freaking tired tis few days

haven study!!

grr..gt to start liao

1wk left..

chiong all e way

finally i saw so many ppl real faces

fancy quarrel on 2nd day of new yr

damn fed up wit tt fucking gal

n ya saw email she's gg for verfication

sian..

lots of things happen

haas..

relatives sae i turn pretty le..

haas..

ok im so tired!

miss ong is gg to take nap

update photos..

heart<3

2009-01-25T12:50:00.002+08:00

yo.

miss ong is so so tired

ystd went for rehersal in chinatown

wah is freaking tired lor

whole day trg then rehersal..

whole body aching le..

ltr gt to go down agn and it's actual 1

zzz..

i look damn funny in my hair lar

n im gg to appear on tv and ya sure will let

ppl laugh

ystd saw tph and he smile and sae hi to mi!!

woah..

ystd went for reunion dinner with some sfa ppl

and we ate alot of things

shark fins, fish, chicken and etc..

quite a no. of things happen n ya

im lazy to update hees..

show u guys my curly hair after performance

kor kor sae i look nice in it

anyway wish u guys happy chinese new yr!!

2009-01-21T10:53:00.002+08:00

yo.

miss ong is in sch nw

guess wat im doing project agn

haas..

nvm anyway had fun in bukit view pri

did hip hop..

argh early moring late

1sst time break record lor.

reach the sch ard 10min late chiong up to

hall and ya saw all familar faces

kanna disiao by all guys instructors!!!

grr stupid sia all gang up bully mi

jason call mi lao zhao bo then kenny call mi lao ying

after that trev sae tt i look lyk china student whom just transfer to tt sch

zzz all big bully sia..

so sleeply nw..

onli slp for 3hrs and nw rushing e project.. after that nid to go reharsal..

woah im making myself wore out to numb myself

i noe is a foolish things to do bt ya sigh guess that the way i choose.

thx to those ppl ard mi who show mi concern. miss ong appericate it

bt still i choose to numb myself in this way to make mi feel better

without thinking about things.

im graduating sigh..

work is awaiting for mi and sch is waving good bye to me..

everything has come to an end.

it's hurtful end but guess that's the onli

choice for me. sry boy! the kiss u gave on my forehead

i'll nv 4gt u make mi so impt in your heart, you've showered mi

with love and happiness i feel lyk im a princess wheneva im with you

everytym i cried u lend mi your shoulder. your hand is so gentle you held me tight

knowing that im hungry no matter how late or how tired u r u wuld alway cum

and look for mi n bring mi to eat.knowing tt i love stars u bring mi to watch almost every

nights. no matter how late my trgs end u wuld alway tried to be there and sent mi hm.

im sry im just tired of everythings

thx for e last hug and kiss u gave ystd.

all of our memories will be kept the bad and the good..

ilu boy.

mr c is cuming over to my sch to look for me

argh my savior is here.. im so blur i 4gt to bring another card out due to the

printing..ZzZ heng ar.. gg for lunch with him..

update ltr ba..

2009-01-21T01:02:00.000+08:00

Stand by your man/woman — that's just something you naturally do. Once you've committed to a relationship, you are a constant companion who enjoys the comfort and stability that comes from being a couple. Not quick to judge, accuse, or think the worst, you have a lot of trust (in him/her and in yourself), and you rarely worry about where he/she is or who he's/she's with. For you, mutual respect is of utmost importance. You are comfortable and confident in your own skin, making you a great pillar of strength in all your relationships. Whether he's / she's striving to climb a mountain or land a promotion, you have his / her back. Best part is, you know he's/ she's got yours too.

woah just did a bf/gf test and tt's my result..

heart-broken bt life gt to move on!

2009-01-20T11:56:00.002+08:00

yo..
ystd quite fun
morning woke up so early
cuz miss ong went to visit
grandfather..
after that head down to sch for
project
i gt no mood to do lor so play ard with thems
haas..
photos will b upload soon
after project head down to vivo to watch ponyo.
quite a nice movie bt e song is irrating
ok receive a music box woah it's nice...
a boy n a gal in sitting along e beach to view stars.
haas thx alot mr L..

after that he went off to see his doc
and i head down to city hall
ok went starbucks to study while waiting.
and ya another surprise
Mr C came and handle mi a black plastic
i was lyk uh wat's tt for?
ok guess wat...
it's STRAWBERRiES WATCH
haas..thx bt it's too big for my wrist..
haas.. ok we head down to marina sqaure
walk pass a shop and ya memories flow back..
went to watch a horror show
and ya he was SO SCARE!!
haas..so funny to see him lidat!!
ok after that he bring mi to e wheel of fortune there
we sitted for quite a long time chit chatting and took photos
after that we went to spore flyer there
and woah saw my STARS!!
after tt we headed hm
and ya i saw smth that is so opseen
a couple is doing tt argh..
spoil the sceenary lor!!
we took bus back and i fell asleep
bt kip on kanna woke up by a idiot didi..
grr..
ystd had a fever 37.6 omg
i went to take panadol and ko on my bed
so damn tired
miss ong is so tired!
gt to work on my assignment!
mayb i'll go down to sch tml to hand in!!

photos will up uploaded soon!!

miss ong got to chiong her studies nw same goes to all her
darlings let work hard
last sem le!!
gogogogo!!

2009-01-18T20:38:00.004+08:00

randoms photos heex..

still gt lots more bt yt to received

anyway update agn ya..

tc peeps..

2009-01-18T19:37:00.003+08:00

yo back..
woah so tired
haas
miss ong straight away ko
from work just nw
haas..
so tired lar
so many things cork up just nw
argh..
sian sian..
ok todae mr cai came
and bring mi breakfast
woah so surprise lar..
anyway thx for the effort done !

ok gt to chiong projects agn..
haas..
after tt gt to chiong study liao..
endless night is back..
chiong ar!!!

2009-01-18T02:17:00.002+08:00

read ppl's blog
and ya.. kindda sad
things reali do come and go
10months is gone
misses the times in class
misses all my frens in DTHD1 0809B
4eva e most enjoyable time i had
im thinking after our exams will all be parted
hope we wont JM!
reali reali miss u guys for sure
esp others frens too lyk eleanor gang, sk's gang
wan ting's gang and of cuz my own gang
sigh.. lots of things learnt too
somehow i reali reali noe how reality is..
uni is so near yt so far..
everythings hv a ending
bt everytym i reali miss it..
actually to Wil:
if i had another chance i wuld b back as
a fren with u, i noe u're angry of mi
bt anyway just wan u to take care in army!!
i'm hoping tt 1 day we wuld b back as fren agn..

to my darlings jia you in our final exams
may we last long dont mia after our exams ok
u guys are my besties
i don wish tt any1 leave!
our dream yt to come true!

2009-01-18T01:23:00.004+08:00

yo back.
hmm todae went sch for
exams focus
haas..
after tt went for meeting and ya
4eva e same arrows here and there
went down to gathering after tt
bt half way tru mum call
and i rush down to hospital
after tt then went back to gathering
zzzz damn physically tired lor..
todae was quite fun bt hais
most ppl nv come..
haas..
tired tml working haas..

anyway reali did enjoy my times out with them.
im sry im scare to b in a rls nw
u all are gd guys bt im scare of gg into a new rls
im afraid tt history repeat agn and i've no time for
bf..as im more busier i guess after i grad im gg to look for
jobs and start my working life and i'll still continue my
dancing n wushuing life.
i may nt suit u cuz im busy and i've odd days to rest
family to mi is much impt as comapre to the rest.
e wound inside me is yt to be heal..
giving up doesnt mean don love.
miss ong is still wondering wat's love?

2009-01-17T02:08:00.002+08:00

hey!!
mr HY sry lar
i noe i let u wait everytym
haas..
anyway im JIE JIE ok!!
haas
had great tym out with him lar
he's 4eva tt quiet ever since i noe him
like 2 to 3 yrs ago..

ok tml party time le!!
woah.
wondering will he be there tml?
haas..
next wk is study wk le then new yr
sian lar i haven buy my clothes yt
hais..
after new yr EXAMS!!!
my brain cant memorise so much things sia
lols
dying!!
haas..

miss ong realise that somehow she's
missing something in her life
wat's that?
love is nth to miss ong nw..
she's been hurt so deeply
and don dare to gt into rls agn..
once bitten twice shy..
she used to be a cheerful and happy
go lucky gal
but nw fate changes everythings
burdens is getting heavier and heavier
sometime somehow she wan to hv a guy by
her side when she's alone.
she nid some1 to shower her with loves and care
she nid some1 shoulders to lean on someone ears to
pour things out and someone lap to fall asleep on.

2009-01-17T01:56:00.002+08:00

hoho..
miss ong is back
went to drink toade
and ya i was drunk
happy n fun time out with them
haas.
anyway miss ong is reali tired
mon to fri kip gg to hospital
zzzz
falling sick in process
anyway miss ong is grad soon
zzz
donno wat to do..
miss the times in sch..
haiz
ok
miss ong is gg to slp !!

she miss her strawberries!!!
wanted!!

2009-01-15T19:11:00.001+08:00

yo.
yes
miss ong is in hospital nw
blogging haas
finally all projects are done
endless nights is gone
nw left with exams
gg to chiong exam reali soon
tc every1 update ltr

miss ong is happy todae (=

2009-01-14T05:39:00.001+08:00

wow..
it's 5.40am nw
miss ong is still rushing her web page
zzzz.
sure to fall asleep sia.
ok gg to zzz le
nitez
waking up at 6.15am ltr
power!!

2009-01-13T23:13:00.002+08:00

yo.
sian sia.
presentation todae were so far so gd
bt kana spoil at e back.
zzz.
he can tell that
some of us is overload and some are nt
haas.
ok anyway
mis ong is sick!!!
die sia still gt to hang on till next wk.

todae alot of things happen.
hais tml i shall go face with e cruel reality
hais..
heart is so painful.

some nurses sux!!!
argh..
heng gt 1 cum ask mi
if nt i sure to shout at e 2 ic
knn
i stand there waited for lyk 15mins
n their attitude sux!!!

miss ong fell hard ystd
cry till eyes are all swollen
i realise the problem btw us
both of us is sick of quarreling
nvm lyk wat u sae we shall not
tok too much on phone maybe tt's
e way to stop myself frm loving you
i'm sry...

overdue-love.

2009-01-12T22:27:00.002+08:00

yo back.
sian sia
so tired.
presentation was ZZZZ..
haiz..
2nd presentation is tml
and ya feel lyk giving up liao..

so tired
went to watch ongbak2 kns
cheat $$$ sia..
argh bad movie!!

after tt went to hospital to see
grandfather
haiz reali hurt me alot to see him lidat
i donno wat i can do to cheer him up
feel so useless
i can onli everydae go acc him onli
reali tired!
i want to cry bt any1 can lend mi shoulders?
reali i donno how long i can hang on..
i noe i gt to hang on bt i'm so tired
last tym i use to hv some1 to share my everythings
nw i'm all alone..
i didnt express a thing out at hm
cuz i noe my family is also stress enough
i gt to hang on till new yr i guess

breaking down soon!

i miss my strawberries!!
didnt manage to gt it todae!

miss ong is freaking tired both mentally and physically
who is willing to be there for me?
r u the 1?

2009-01-11T22:05:00.002+08:00

yo.
hais
so much in pain nw
my both knee caps is killing me
cuz of the weather i guess..
ok reali sick liao.
coughing and slight flu,
headache and fever
my god
cuz of the endless nights of doing projects
and gt to wake up earlier for work or trg
zzz.
ok tml is my 1st presentation liao
hope everything is fine ya..
zzz.. tml miss ong will b wearing formal..
zzz..think i'll look werid..or OLD!!
hais..
ok
miss ong is gg to visit grandfather everyday frm nw on.
no matter how tired she is..
sigh.
mon result will be out
hais.
gt to face it then.
sigh.
parents are quarreling
hais.
all are stress
so do i!
ok update soon agn ba..

2009-01-09T21:51:00.003+08:00

yo.

wah damn shag.

zzz

ystd slept at 4am

woke up at 7am todae

was rushing projects

i'm fed up of those projects!!

argh!!

reali reali v tired

gt to chiong agn ltr..

anyway todae cong all sae my attire

look lyk a golf-er

kns sia..

woah we were lost in NLB sia

so malu lor

walking up and down.

anyway after which went hm le.

he's overseas nw

pray for him tt he's fine.

ok gg to watch BREAKOUT!

woah haas..happy.

today quite a no. of things surprise mi

1st is smses by 2 person.

2nd is abt wc, haas..it's been lyk 1yr since i

heard frm him.

3rd is im gg back to b Assistant coach agn

haas..money money cum cum...

tml morning class agn argh..

9-12pm

after tt go over to dance

after that is meeting

after meeting is projecting

till next morning

go hm bath n work

after work projecting agn..

mon presentation le

sob sob!!

miss ong is slowly climbing up

she'll prove to those who look down on

her wrong.

tiring & stressful bt YES she'll do it!

2009-01-07T01:08:00.002+08:00

yo.
ok todae sch was ok.
miss ong is adapting back her old
lifestyle.eating fruits and bread agn
healty rite!
haas.
anyway i miss lots of fbm lectures
sian diao.
gt to chiong liao 10chpts to go.
after sch went window shopping
saw many things i wan to buy
haas..
addicted..

anyway projecting tml.
fucking angry nw!
good ppl are hard to be
nw i noe y my parents alway told me
good ppl gt caught and kanna
mistood by ppl
bad ppl are the 1 who win!
fuck man!!
angry ar!!
my tolerance is max liao
i heck care liao
seem tt im e bad guy
so b it then
argh...
i still perfer to do project on my own 1.

2009-01-06T00:46:00.002+08:00

someone pls slap mi
let me wake up.
i wan to numb myself.
get scolded frm him
cuz i'm tourting myself.
wish to perform bt i don think
i've e time.
presentations exams is up
time crashes with performance.
sigh sian sian.
i donno wat to do nw!!
i wan to stop those thinking bt
i cant!!
standing strong is far too tiring
and difficult for me.
someone pls lend me a shoulder to
rest on it pls!!
i nid someone who i can pour everythings
to him!!
i don wan to hide under my blanket every nite
and cry agn n agn over for him
it's so painful!
who will understand mi?
i'm smiling on e outside appear to b strong
bt i'm nt...
seeing couples so sweet remind mi of past
i hold back my tears everytimes
walking down e road we use to walk everydays
listening to songs we loved
sitting on bus back home..
it's gone..
the road we use to walk seem so lonely and dark nw
e seat tt u use to sit on bus seem so lonely
e songs seem to become sad song
tears rolling down my cheeks
when i went to e place u brought me to watch e stars
last tym u were there by my side covering me away frm
the cold wind
bt nw everythings gone..
wat left is memories..
im trying to let go of u
i'm numbing myself just to 4gt u
i wan to dance dance dance work work work
u're tired of being with mi
tt's wat u sae to mi
tis hurts mi e most
u've change so do i..

onces agn
tis yr valentine's day i'm alone agn..
haas shuld sae i'm spending my times with my exam
paper..
break out!!
a dance which i wan to watch!
haiz
anyway todae was quite a fun day
went out after sch to watch a movie and hv dinner
ya bt somehow i went emo
cuz of smth..
hope for a better tml
..
standing up is painful and tired
bt i'll try..

miss ong is covered with scars!!
stand up!!

2009-01-05T00:47:00.001+08:00

random update of pics

haas..me and my beloved darling miss CHEN!!

2009-01-04T23:56:00.002+08:00

ok went for jab in e morning
and ya e doc sux
my right arm cant move
cuz of e jab
and nw my hand is abit swollen
grr..
anyway work is tiring todae
had large order..

after work went to grandaunt
funeral..
sigh
ppl is leaving
grandfather cancer is in e last stage nw haiz
ppl come and goes..

i nw realise ppl do hv 2 faces
and they can change so damn fucknig fast
1 min toking to u
next min within a 'click'
they change my god
is money their onli pirority
fuck them man
stop lookin down on us man
so wat if u r high educated
your moral is nt up till there
for god sake
sometimes average family hv e most carring
and love.
argh...

im gg to make time out for my family
family nw to mi is important
i realise tt home is the onli place i culd hide.

chionging for projects!!!

2009-01-02T17:12:00.002+08:00

yoyoyo..
i'm a gd gal nw ok
working on my project
haas..
went to buy beer n drink
n e person nv check my ic lor
sadded i gt a old face le..
ltr gg to eat my fav food SEAFOOD
with gfs!!
haas.
ok guys watch tis video ba
i'm yours by tay ping hui
i'm dancing too!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vrskgCtExPg

update ltr ya!

2009-01-01T15:35:00.002+08:00

woah
happy 2009 ppl
ystd had a great day
cuz of performing on tv
haas..
yes we did it agn no cork up
so fun
e dress is nicer as compare to e day be4
took lots of photos
with e artist and e singers we gg to dance with
tay ping hui is reali reali tall..
anyway make new frens too
haas..
fun fun time
sigh projects is due in 2 wks times and all presentations
is 1 after another

sigh family burden is much more heavier nw
sigh can god just drop 5millions to mi
argh..
i'm still hesitate wherether to proceed on to
uni a nt.
zzz..
sigh..
anyway i'm far too tired to think of rls things
i shall start on my sch work nw.
chionging start tml!!!

something is missing! wat's tt?

2008-12-31T02:02:00.002+08:00

woah. Finally back hm damn tired after whole day reharsal at floating marina bay n mornin hv class haas.. Bt it was fun tml is my 1st tym performing in mediacorp haha.. N e singer is tay ping hui another tall guy.. Zzz.. So guys tune in to channel 5 tml ya.. Haha.. Just nw went to hv supper n met a bunch of kids playing true or dare n they pissed me n xin off so we scolded them be4 we leave n they were so shock to see us! Haas serve u all right for bullying mac ppl! Woah mr tall man is cumin back soon. I gt to buck up damn hard nw exams for both work n sch is cumin so soon n i gt to fulfill wat i promise n e bet with e short 1 tt i'll get my che kong fan done be4 he beats me.. Argh.. Awaiting for my dream n my promotion to cum reali reali wan go oversea to relax my mind n take a break.. So so tired.. Zzz.. Ok nite every1 see ya.. Happy new yr ya :)

2008-12-27T02:03:00.002+08:00

ok.
back.
yes awaiting for me n my gf big dream.
hoho..
wait for us 'B'
went to alot of places with darling todae
woah.
we went to shopping yeah.
bought stuffs and we talk non-stop.
haas.

现在我终于明白我们是两个世界的人心好痛好痛,
人家常说失去才懂的珍惜但你呢?

跌倒了再也不想爬起来,好累.
我的心里只有你,但一切都结束了吗?
我好想站起来但又怕再跌.

hoping for a better year!
misses you..

2008-12-21T23:23:00.001+08:00

跌倒了再也不想爬起来了,好痛好痛.
一切都结束了,对不起谢谢,我爱你.
应为你我变了许多,也是你让我好幸福
一切的回忆都会在我心里.

ilu boy!

2008-12-19T22:50:00.000+08:00

break.
sigh.
broken- hearted
misses him alot!

emo freak!

2008-12-18T23:36:00.001+08:00

argh..
bloody suay
lappy ar lappy y u drop 1 key
stupid ah gal pull my key out
nw lappy gt to bring to serivce centre liao lar
hais no choice gt to wait after new yr i think
hais stupid sia
suay suay!!

fell todae at stairs n hurt my wrist
and nw lappy spoil argh...
suay ar

2008-12-18T22:51:00.002+08:00

yo.
ok
decided things le
dreams awaiting for me
long tough road
i know is full of rocks
but rest assure i'll by pass it
tired!
but got to stand strong and firm
no1 is there to guide me
but i'll find a way out
i will get my bachelor degree too
worring about so much things now
sigh..
help ar!!

2008-12-18T00:35:00.002+08:00

hais.
backed
things happen.
is ending = fate of us?
gastric is back agn!
save me someone!

can my dream pls come true.
darling u noe wat i'm toking abt ya.

went to sch for a workshop
n ya i may enter for bacholar course
bt fees is reali ex
i donno wat to do nw
i nid ppl to guide me!
study or work
i'm keen to study bt sigh
someone pls guide me
i reali do nid help!

nearly kanna bang by car
sigh
cuz i was thinking of things
too engross into it
end up nearly sae bye bye to all
if i didnt realise 10 sec earlier i
hv b lying on hospital bed liao..
zzzzz
hate my life nw
worries can u gt out of my mind pls
i don wan to bother abt so much things nw

someone pls bring mi to a place for a drink
and see night view can!!
darling i wan go secret place lar!!
faster gt well ok miss chen..

my heart is so so pain n feel so cold

2008-12-12T23:11:00.002+08:00

yo.
sick sick
gastric i hate it
feel so unwell
fuck it.
threw up lyk wat lidat
tis few days
i onli had 1 meal for e whole day
*claps*
power rite

ok
stress lar
i hate christmas
don ask y
haas.

rls=mess
hais
hais wat to do!
confused!
save mi pls
hais...

lbkk thx for e chat
u enlighten my thoughts
thx..

counting down to christmas
~~~

2008-12-09T12:17:00.002+08:00

wow back
seem so long i came to blog
ok PRODUCTION is well done
so much stress is over
haas
nw i miss the times we all spend
haa..
i thanks all my supporters who turn up
haas
i reali reali nid to idol deli ge
he's fracture his leg yet hang on till production end
i injured my ankle n i hang on too
haas
thx to all my family members who came
tis is the 1st time they see mi dance
and big thx to my laogong who came with
maurice haas..
thx veron for the rose and laogong for the
bouque of roses..
misses the times and laughter with all the guests
lyk adam 'M' leg haas
fen laughter
liang bin tallness
veron joke
haas
next up is my sch work
gt to chiong all assignments all over agn
gotten my result
i'm still ok with it lar
i alrdy noe i fail 1 which is marketing
the rest still pass

y we got to quarrel everyday
i don lyk it
do u reali love mi?
i donno
ystd we were so happy at first
went for movie catch tweety bird
u bought ear rings for mi n we even went to dinner
n nw quarrel agn
sigh
wat's all tis
heart reali hurts

2008-11-30T23:23:00.002+08:00

tis few days sux
my gastric is up agn plus i nt enough slp
my god i donno how to ton till next wk
feeling so so tired
wonder how to survive
stress n tired is all i culd sae nw

oh n thx baby for buying me a wallet
as present RENOMA red wallet
the colour i lyk alot thx baby
in exchange i gt him a shirt
which cost mi 50dollars
omg his 1 shirt = 5 shirt of mine
lols pock liao..
zzz..
trg so stress and TIRED!!
nervous lar..
anyway jia you for mi ba!!

mamemo mamemo
mama memamo

2008-11-28T14:20:00.002+08:00

yo.
back ok things for mi sux
ystd sick..
vomited like hell
cuz nv eat a single thing e whole thing
then once i eat i threw up..
haas..
thx for all my sfa frens who care
so much for mi and worry abt mi
after trg then went to celebrate
maurice bdae.
went ot eat xin wang and pooled
haas win maurice.
yes ar!
laogong sae i noe how to drive car
sia cuz i tell him how to go here and there
sian..
trg agn ltr ok gt photoshoot agn
omg..
alot of things to do ltr gt to
do presentation and projects
and after tt final exam
zZz..
i wan time pls

laogong i guess u 4gt todae is
our 200th day!!
in case u dono
haas anyway
i luv u <3

counting down to FYP
7 days!!!

2008-11-12T16:08:00.002+08:00

hi.
everythings seem so busy for mi right nw
ok guess y i'm home nw
cuz my lecturer fall sick on e 1st day
haas..
cute sia him
ok received alot of msges n kanna woke up
haas..
tis few days pock liao sia
ok receive my schedule for nov n dec
argh....
so so so pack!!
i wan die liao
so many assigement, projects and presentations
die sia i gt 1 presentation crash on my full dress rehersal
omg i donno wat to do
some1 save mi can..
ZzZ
schedule for sch is so hetic
sch hrs is getting longer and longer each time
donno how to survive!!

ok dear is sick ya
ystd bought med for him
see i so good rite.
ok tml gg to perform at amk pri 7am lei
zZz
donno can wake up a nt
after that gt time go hm bath change gt prepare
then go sch
hees
after tt can mit laogong to celebrate 6th month
anniversary..
feeling for him he getting stronger each day
gt his love to encourage and support mi
is enough to motivate me hees...
wah hope to go genting with him lar
i wan to go oversea !!!
laogong u heard mi haas!!
faster save money ar!!

laogong is working rite nw.
sian
haas bt nvm i gt meeting ltr and trg too.

work for me is so stress
i wan to excel bt i donno how to
i feel lyk a loser
among the 4 of us i guess i the 1 who
noe nth so sad ar..
hais...

u're mine hubby

2008-11-11T01:20:00.002+08:00

yo.
backed
haas
damn happy ystd laogong
buy couple rings
haas.
so sad lar
our half yr anniversary n 7th month
anniversary i cant celebrate with
him due to dance
hais
hope he wont mind n angry
ok went town to gt all stuffs ready
and ya carry such a heavy things
those leotards and dance shoes
lucky gt Mr teo to help mi
and laogong drive to look for mi
bought him a couple slipper & a pant for him
haas tt cost mi a bomb lar
nw no $$$$ liao argh..
so sian
ppl i tell u my schedule u sure think i'm crazy
ok
mon study
tue study nite training
wed study nite meeting/ training
thurs study nite training
fri study nite training
sat WHOLE DAY training
sun work nite training
ZzZ
tt's my schedule
hectic rite
and ya i gt to know abt
sch work
suck
so much things to do
argh..
my time is never enough!!!

2008-11-06T13:23:00.002+08:00

ok back..
so much things happen

work for like 4 days in a row
and ya noe so much things
sigh
gap buster came and ya
we fail
bloody hell
i felt damn guilty
and nw i land boss in deep trouble
sigh..
felt lyk a lousy leaders
kanna mistook by auntie
ya nw heck care

past few days kip on being scolded
for no REASONS
wtf is tis
wat's home to mi?
a hotel for mi to slp & bath
tt all
no warmth no love at all
been really sad for tis while
i call them to ask who's cuming to
support mi in yr end performance
bt no 1 reali ans
i envy all of my dancers
their parents and frens are so supportitave
bought 20+ tickets
bt mi?
haas..
i can sae nv in my life i saw my family
came to support mi
when eva after performance
i rush to back stage to search for them
bt none turn up
i went hm alone
reach hm all slept
felt so so loney
i feel lyk crying when eva i see
my frens's family came to support
them
bt will i eva had tis chance to see
my family come together
and watch my performance and praise mi
i doubt so..

why god is being unfair to mi
i'm so loney
i just wan your love and care
emo-ed

2008-11-02T16:40:00.002+08:00

back ya.
ok lots to update
finally exams are over
yeah yeah
bt sigh i guess i didnt do well for 2 papers or 3..
sigh..
ok nw having 1 wk holidays n i decided to chiong work
to earn more money for my U i guess
sigh..
planning for my future is a headache things
i tok to some ppl abt my future and sigh is
all abt $$ that i lost to.
moving toward my dream is a hard thing
bt i'll work extreme hard just to b there.

tired shag energyless is all the words tt i can
describe to myself after sat trg
my back hv gotten frm bad to worse
sigh
muscles harden, and nw i scare i injured my injuries
that i had in the past
i felt my back bone ystd and omg is lyk popping out.
zzz..
shoulder injuries is back
sigh..
i sound lyk a old woman right..
sigh..
family is gg to kill mi when they noe abt all this
they bounce to stop mi to go for yr end production
so ya gt to zip my mouth and tahan with all these
pain for 2 more months
haas..

went to look for laogong and fren after my trg
went to catch phooh that i lyk alot bt sigh
no luck bt at least laogong gt mi another 1
haas haapy ystd he bought clothes for mi
yea yea..
after tt went to chomp chomp eat
haas a place i nv been be4
went to semb park to cheer some1 up
tis few days laogong save my bus fare sia
cuz hees he kip driving to send mi hm
haas..
more fast and connivent
haas..
jealous mah??
haas =p

work work work
stress stress stress
pain pain pain
endless pain endless work to do..

bt no matter wat i still gt to stand strong
face those problems and stones appear in my life
i gg to concered them wahaha..
ONG YU YING NV SAE DIE!!
no matter how tough the pro is i will still face it!!

so to all my dear dancers who came by my blog
let's work extreme hard
chiong hard
study hard ok
i noe u guys stress of your studies
bt a word of advice
in order to excel we gt to balance our life
so pls don stress ok
mayb i donno your situation bt pls don give up
on either 1
is time management
manage time well u sure can excel in both..
i wish to see every1 bringing a smile in their faces
wheneva i see them.
your smile matter mi alot ok dancers!
i may b small in my age bt if gt any unhappiness
things can share with mi
i'm a KPO so no worries
i will alway be there for u guys ya..

baby u alway be in my eyes!

2008-10-28T17:40:00.002+08:00

hate to be left alone
the feeling sux to core
i hate it!!
fuck man!!
wat's wrong with my fucking life!
argh!!

2008-10-28T15:37:00.002+08:00

i'm sad
broken heart
stress
v v tired
wan a break
wan to have a long vacation
so so much things to do..

aim for 1wk holidays
counting down
work work during tt period
earn alot money
tis few days
damn stress of work study & money
sigh
y cant i b a rich ppl child
can no nid worry abt money
sigh.

can i just close my eyes
and go to look for my ah ma?
n nv wake up?
so damn tired of my life
everyday nt enough slp
everydae busy with here and there
totally no free day at all
life is so sux!
unfair is the only word i can use to describe
tis world to me
family is just a word to me
dont feel the warmth n care they gave
sometimes felt so loney
i gt problems bt cant speak to them
i can onli kip in heart
wanted to look for ppl to tok to
bt i donno who to look for
e 1 who is alway there is gone
we quarrel and nw r strangers
missing her bt sigh
things an't the same anymore
anyway mayb i'm born to b a loner!
sigh..

laogong i just nid u rite nw!

2008-10-28T15:28:00.002+08:00